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[Wednesday September 10, 08 7:05pm] So, I haven't written in ages. My computer died in May, but that's no excuse. I got down to my lowest and have now rebecome an inhuman blob. Would anybody like to be text buddies? Please. I am all but getting down onto my knees and begging. Just text and say hello. I'm friendly :) 973 897 5427 stalk me, thnx pedos. My dad works in a jail so don't even think about it. ♥

[Sunday April 29, 07 11:01pm] How do people lose weight and not become addicted, hmm? Those people are the crazy ones, not me. ♥[3]♥

[Thursday February 8, 07 8:38pm] Hoorah for never updating. So, Thursday's my last day at Renfrew, totally a startling seven weeks [20 days, for me.] I'm not scared. Nervous, perhaps. I've got my building blocks towards recovery; I think I'll stash them under my bed, in my closet, behind my stuffed animals until I'm ready to use them. And I'm at my lowest weight. Who's gonna stop me now? Who has the guts to? ♥

[Sunday October 22, 06 8:26pm] I don't know what I want to update about, I just want to write. I have a boyfriend now. :] My best friend John, today is 3 weeks. Man, it's been a while since I wrote. Well yeah, he almost beat up this kid today because they were making fun of me. About my weight. I think that's a sign, don't you? So, I've been on the verge of tears all day, and I'm not planning on eating any time soon. I'm buying A off of a girl I met in __realthin. I have $3, I just need to make $27 more by Sunday. Greg payed me $5 the other day so he could cheat off of my Gatsby test, but only needed one question, so I gave it back. I think that's how I'm going to get the money, I could just do people's homework. I don't know what to write about. I may start going to a therapist, yet again. Is this one four? Or five? Or six? They all end up a number. Anyway, this time it's for "self-esteem" issues. It seems I have low self worth, and well, yeah. :/ I feel horrible because I stole a pocket sized Moleskine from Barnes & Noble a few days ago. But I lost my old one! And, Christ, $8 for that little thing? It's the first thing I stole in a long time, and it's going to good use, right? :/ haunting. ♥[3]♥

comment to be added. [Saturday August 19, 06 1:40am] i'm not very picky. i like comments. however, i don't always comment back. :] i do like friends. ♥[11]♥

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